Sunday, December 23, 2012

Tick Tock....

Tick , tock , tick, tock,  tick , tock, tick, tock, tick, tock…..

Fear started growing in their hearts , without thinking , she held her hand, it was very cold and dry, unlike hers , which was very sweaty .

Tick , tock, tick, tock, tick, tock…..

"I am afraid" , the first woman said.
"Me, too", the other one answered.
"But I am not afraid because I am about to give birth"
"I know"
"How do you know?"
"I have given birth to six children , I know what birth fear sounds like . Tell me , why are you afraid?"

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"Because I don't want to give birth to another one of them"
"Who are them?"

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Without looking at her, she answered .
"Dead children"

Tick , tock , tick, tock, tick, tock……

" I've given birth to three dead children. The doctors told me that I can no longer have another pregnancy …. It will kill me , but I don't have a choice… do you know why ?"
"Because of your husband"

Tick , tock , tick, tock, tick, tock……

"How did you know?"
"Because your husband who wants you to get pregnant no matter what , is my husband who made me pregnant after seven years of marriage and six daughters , he wants to have a boy , even if this will kill me , the doctors cannot believe that I am still alive…. He doesn't care, all he wants is a baby boy."

Tick , tock , tick, tock, tick, tock……

"Why didn't your husband marry another woman?"
"Why didn't yours marry another woman?"
"If he could , he would , but my husband is so poor that he cannot provide food for tonight's dinner , but don't think that he did not try to do it , but no woman and no family agreed. "
"Mine has the money , but me being a member of a big family is an obstacle …. I went to my family and begged them to let him marry another woman , but they considered this happening a big insult to them . They did not stop for a second to think of my health…."

Tick , tock , tick, tock, tick, tock……

She squeezed her hand until she was about to crash it.
"Another contraction?" , she asked , without looking at her , but sensing the silent tears falling.
"I don't want to do this anymore."
"I don't want to do it either"
The doctor came into the room and saw them.
The thing that she did not know was that one of them was crying out of contractions and both of them were crying out of desperation….

Tick , tock , tick, tock, tick, tock……

After checking on them…

"I think you are both ready to have your babies…. This is a very nice coincidence , I will go and ask two nurses to come and get you to the delivery rooms…."
The door was closed…..

Tick , tock , tick, tock, tick, tock……

For the first time , the two women looked at each other….. the hugged and cried heavily……one of them covered her face in the shoulder of the other … their crying turned into weeping …….

Tick , tock , tick, tock,  tick , tock, tick, tock, tick, tock…..
Tick , tock , tick, tock,  tick , tock, tick, tock, tick, tock…..

He opened the third pack of cigarettes , took one and started smoking it nervously , moving hysterically in the hall….. when he saw the doctor , he threw the cigarette and ran towards her….
"A boy , tell me it is a boy , I am begging you , is it a boy ."
"Sir , you have to…. "
"A boy , please , please , please , answer my question , is it a boy ? answer me "
"It is a boy , sir , but …."
He did not listen to her , he started screaming and jumping….. the doctor was speaking to him , but he couldn't focus on the words…
After a minute of joy , he heard her words…
"Sir , listen to me , your wife gave birth to a boy …. But he is dead , I am so sorry to deliver this bad news , but ……"
He fainted……..

Tick , tock , tick, tock,  tick , tock, tick, tock, tick, tock…..
Tick , tock , tick, tock,  tick , tock, tick, tock, tick, tock…..

Sitting on the floor , with his mother next to him , telling him that this time his wife will give birth to an alive child , that he did a good thing when he listened to her and made his wife pregnant despite all the things that the doctors said, he felt as if oxygen was about to evaporate and he was about to die…
The doctor came out…
He stood up , took his mother hands and went to the doctor ….
"Is the baby alive ?" the mother said.
"Yes" , the doctor answered , " A beautiful alive girl"
"But why do I feel that you hare holding bad news?" , the husband asked.
"I am sorry sir, but we have told you that the pregnancy in your wife's condition is very dangerous…..I am sorry , but your wife is dead….."
Everything went silent except for the hallway clock….

Tick . . . Tock . . .

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